Such a lovely place. Such a lonely place. Yeah I know those aren’t the words. But they are mine. So let’s preface this by stating I’ve had the song ‘Hotel California‘ in my head since I got to Hawaii. Don’t ask… I have no idea. So my plane landed on January 31st around 2:30pm, but …
As I sit here munching on my veggies drinking water …. I’m having a hard time coming up with words. I blame that mostly on the lack of wine. But also the fact that I have so much to say it’s all jumbled in my head. And also because I haven’t blogged in forevs’ so …
Who is a Worry-Wart like me!? Raise ya hand high ! Literally I can worry about EVERYTHING, and it’s usually the kind of worry that spirals into a whole entire horror movie running through my head. I never knew how to control it, or that it was affecting me so much. I just thought that’s … Continue reading
A Love Letter, … really ?? And no, it’s not to myself. “I love the way you look at me. I love that you can’t help but smile when I look back at you. I love that you laugh and say ‘what?’. I love the way you SEE me. I love that things are so … Continue reading
Not Knowing. We’re in such a hurry to get somewhere. To work, to an appointment, to our next step in life. Promotion, marriage, house, babies, maybe not necessarily all in that order. But – the next best thing, we want it and we want it now. It gets exhausting. Un-enjoyable. How are we even appreciating … Continue reading
Apparently everyone says that here. “What is?” Like… ‘what’s up?’ , ‘how are ya?’ Finally in Hawaii after what seemed like a month long of partying, saying goodbyes, planning, organizing, stressing… and I would do it all over again. What a great month with family and friends… surrounded by love. And dealing out some things … Continue reading
So … I made a commitment after Level One (we’ll talk more about that later), to write/blog more, mostly inspired by Gary. But sitting at my parents house the other night, well into a glass of wine (or possibly a box), and a bag of pretzels — Gillian FB’ed me and asked me to write … Continue reading
This seemed something private that I wasn’t going to share with many people, but somehow getting those really gory, super secret juicy details out in the open is majorly refreshing. Savasana – At Level One … I believe it was day four (that is questionable because it all seemed like a long flowing dream that somehow … Continue reading
Everyone keeps asking me why I’m moving to Hawaii… Friend: “April, you’re moving to Hawaii?? WHY?” Me: “Why the Fuck not?” No but really…. I mean if I go back to the beginning and analyze the whole story about how I ended up going to HI in the first place – how I accidentally bought … Continue reading
I was reminded yesterday that I actually have a blog. Oops… I’ve been neglecting, and forgetting how nice it is to get my thoughts out on ‘paper’. Tons of reading lately but not much writing. One of the books I’ve started is “A New Earth – Awakening to Your Life’s Purpose” – Eckhart Tolle. Reading through … Continue reading
Photo Cred: Joe Longo Photography Like headlights blinding you….. that’s what fear does. Turn around, look at it straight on and bring it to a screeching halt. Fear – it cripples you, it holds you back and it will run you over. FEAR doesn’t exist. It’s in the future – it’s make believe – it’s our ego – it’s … Continue reading
One of our homework assignments for YTT “Yoga Teacher Training” was to make a list of all the things we love on two pages. At first I was thinking ‘wow two pages is a lot’ but once I started I realized I could fill up a whole notebook and then some. There are a million … Continue reading
Wit's End 